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What dreams are made of ©

You said you loved watching me sleep. You said I looked so peaceful.

If only…

If only you knew of the nightmares I’m having. If only you could catch a glimpse of how real those nightmares really are.

My fears are real. They haunt me. The fear of never seeing your face again. The fear of this ending. The fear that I might never feel your touch again.

Most nights my dreams are filled with heated sex. You pounding into me. Me screaming your name as that orgasmic heat flows through me. Just the thought of you still melts me.

Some nights I dream of you holding me. I can hear your heart beat. I feel its subtle movements on my cheek as I lay on your chest. Your cologne filling the room with its sweet scent.

In reality…

I might never have you even though I want you so badly. It hurts not hearing your voice. My heart aches at the thought of losing you. But this is reality…

I guess I should probably let go. I don’t know how. But I need to…

They say life will go on and I guess it will. Although life without you would be unbearable babe. You are my touch of ‘What dreams are made of’.

Why can’t I have you? Maybe in another life time?

Maybe not…

Why is it so hard? Maybe if I hadn’t let my heart go. Maybe if I hadn’t heard your voice. Maybe if I didn’t know what you looked like.

FYI… YOU’RE FUCKING HOT!!!

You ask why you???

I don’t know. I really don’t know.

Could be our connection. Could be you touch my soul. Could be you’ve touched heart.

I’m scared babe…

I’m scared I might wake up one morning and I’ve lost you forever.

11 thoughts on “What dreams are made of ©”

  1. Aida says:
    04/21/2013 at 25am2530

    Hi it’s me, I am also visiting this site daily, this site is truly nice and the viewers are genuinely sharing good thoughts.

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  2. adriane says:
    03/11/2013 at 45am4531

    Amazing! She is a brave woman, she has the courage to let go! Kudos to her. Thank you for this blog post and have a good day 🙂

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    • mrssmut says:
      03/11/2013 at 36am3631

      Thanks Adriane! Things are looking great for her right now. She’s stuck between a rock and hard place with decisions left to be made. She doesn’t want to let. Its hard. But she knows there will never be anything ‘More’

      Thanks for your comment babe and hope you come back for MORE!!!

      Smooches XXX

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    • mrssmut says:
      03/11/2013 at 05am0531

      Thanks Adriane! Things aren’t looking great for her right now. She’s stuck between a rock and hard place with decisions left to be made. She doesn’t want to let. Its hard. But she knows there will never be anything ‘More’

      Thanks for your comment babe and hope you come back for MORE!!!

      Smooches XXX

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  3. SassyTwatter says:
    03/10/2013 at 09pm0931

    Stunningly beautiful and sad. I could feel the pain in the words leap across the screen. Your feelings are so precious and vulnerable I hate to see you suffering the slow torturous tittlating dance of a torrid leasason. It is so difficult because the heart wants what the heart wants but the head and the heart have to meet in the middle. xo

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